ello...back again.. :)

its the hols...a definitely looooong 1 but anyway im going 4 holidaes so time will fly...really fast...im soo excited...2mrw going out wif ma fren...havent decided wer 2 go but still...wee! cant wait 2 haf lotsa fun..yahoo! kayy...so far it wuz boring...but now getting fun ya so...juz enjoy lyke ters no 2mrw larhh...! :)) haha! rite...i got a dgtl camera 4 christmas present!! yay!! so happy... its really cool hah! well...im really happy coz christmas is soooo near..haha! cant wait 2 haf lotsa fun but not 4getting 2 rmbr the real meaning of christmas...giving,love,peace,sharing..n cant wait 2 open up presents! its juz 4 dae fun of it...well anyway...the yr is gonna end...so fast!!! cant beleve im gonna a be a yr older n WISER...haha! i get 2 choose...n decide...rite..i shall stop here coz theres nuthin in mind 2 rite... so bubbeye! ;) br//

here i go...weee!!!

ritez...hey again...long time never rite...haha...its the hols again...sumtimes relli busy,sumtimes boredom takess over...haha..rite..well..i haf a theory exam in lyke..3 days time..n here i am idling around...ooh! i AM naughty... :) kayy...got ta go fer parctices at skool...n goin fer a camp too...not the 1st time..so would be quite used 2 it..i guess...the 1st camp i went 2...dun even tok bout it...i think i would never even wanna remember it a again...such a horrible 1...but still...ill take the chance...and ride away!!! its paradise everyday...except wen its lyke so totally boring...n i dunno wad ta do...rite...i really need 2 go..bubbeyye...so long!

a few pics...verry nice..

im a

nice poem...

A Flower blooms
In winter’s chill
Though Darkness looms
It remains still.
Throughout the storms
Of snow and hail
The Flower forms
Its figure frail
Then springtime dawns
And on the ground
Flower is not gone
Though others abound
A young man sees
The flowers sway
With gentle breeze
He walks their way
And for his maiden
picks one out
Nature’s game played
Without a doubt
A Flower picked
For lovers’ will
A Flower born
In winter’s chill

yoo hoo!!!!! exams ARE OVER!!!!

finally....te great day ive been waiting 4....last exam n NO MORE STRESS...except 4 the marks...haha!....im quite confident tat i can do well. HOPE SO LARHH...fingers r crossed....well..im wif my best fren now....we r always 2geder...4ever!....no matter wad...tats how much i 'lurbbe' her as a friend....a person whu'll always be wif me...no matter all the troubles >.< im sincere n true...ofcoursse..u can count on me...2dae wuz maths exam...wus easy....but not sure weder i got the qs rite... haha...nows time 2 relax...so relax..lorhh..kayy lets c...later may go out 2 buy present 4 my friend...ten go back home n watch tv...haha...enjoy lyke as if im dying...kayy...i wanna enjoy now...so cheers...toodles!


i hate cherries by the way...

im so happy tat ive 'tem' as frens

heyy....thx u guys...4 pointing out the mistakes tat i need 2 correct....remember i am NOT SAD u get it....infact im happy tat tese kinda frens do last now....hahs...joking...i noe tat u guys r not doin it 2 hurt me....so wads ter 2 be hurt....IM STRONG!hahs...kayy juz back 4rm exam....takin a break....well...later muz study larhh...of course...kayy...dals b'dae is cumin up but unfortunately cant give the pressie...0.0....miss all the good times n bad times we had...cant bring tem back...well..im basically bored...u can c thish word bored in my blog tons of times...so dun really consider it 2 much...kayy now wad? gonna haf my lunchie....post sum more wen ive the time..

2day's sundae!!!

hahs!....days go by so soon...it's closer 2 the exams now..well 2 describe my day..itt wuz a bit boring..hahs..well...went 2 church in the morning n came home at 1pm...ten went 2 kovan 2 shop 4 awhile ten studied lorhh...juz took a break now..hahs..so the day wuz ok...we had sunday skool ten our exzms starting on 2nd only lehh!!! so late sia...wanna finish early lorhh..ten got more time 2 play...coz never play too often nowadays mah! lols..kayy 2mrw is gonna be a tiring dae...back 2 skool anyway..am so happy tt i wuz able 2 speak my mind through out 2 her...i thought it wuz so gonna be complicating but i did it!!!! im the pro...haha! im not proud... ritess..now i will do wadeva i wan n i dun care bout whus gonna tok bout me...coz the ppl whu gossip r cowards....tey dunno their mistakes n wanna pt other ppls mistakes out lorhhs...well..i am although not saying tat im perfect but now i haf stopped...well yahh...the bad ppl will always be bad werever they go...summore she says tat she's a christian...omg!!! n she is an absolute perfectionist [in a bad way] she wants 2 look at the bad stuff in ppl thinking tat tey r good n wanna follow temm...jus so tat she can be popular...tat is cowardice...totally! anyway im so happy tat i dun haf tat mentality...ppl can be popular by being themself...being original..tats wad i call popular...i mean even the dictionary says so...hahs...well dun wanna say animore if not i myself would be gossiping!

im a music fanatic!

MUSIC,MUSIC,MUSIC! wad duz it tell u?...tat without music, ters no life!!! tats how much i lurvve music...n ill give up anythin 4 it! coz i lurve it..wen we r sad,we sing a sad song, wen we r happy, we sing a happy song wen we r angry we make angry sounds n tat is also a sort of music...it soothes our mind,releases all the stress and wen u hear it...u r in ur own world...its so fantasizing...although i dunno if ter is such a word in the dictionary! okiee...i play the piano n im a trumpetist in the band...im not tat gd in playing the trumpet but i now the basic larhh...well...i lurbbe 2 play thesongs by beethoven, bach,mozart, schubert, clementi, rachminoff yah n many more....i lurve the romantic n classical period..its verry relaxing music...n wen the climax of the music changes, we r so mesmerized tat we too get exhilarated or calm down depending on the music...

wen i had a bad day.....

well...yesterdae i didnt go 2 skool...so i had 2 get ma progress report 4rm the cher so after i came 2 class...my frenz were lyke angry wif mie n avoided mie...n i noe 4 wad reason ...well..tey dun do it 4 their best frenx...but tey do it 2 mie...y? issit coz ter r sum differences bet. tem n mie? i dunno..its lyke kinda stupid but frankly saying, i can do without sum of tem whu dun lyke mie...coz tey dun even help mie....tey dunno wad a nice fren i am...well im not being proud,im still modest! haha...i noe how 2 choose my frenz n i noe the choice is rite...tey dun haf 2 be wif me juz coz im helpin tem...well..i hope it cools down maybe in a wk...maybe in a yr....hahs! welll...i dun even think tey can make it 4ever bein in the same class as mie...coz tey r all soo not studious...tey dun care bout anythin realted 2 studies...all tey want is a carefree life wif so many frenz swarming around tem n thinkin tat tey r pop. rather tey r actualli notorious [the bad ppl] the gd 1s...r aso lyke tat but the onli diff is tat dae gd 1s frenz r true...but the bad 1s frens r not! well...having fun is a mus in sum1s life but think bout the longterm effects...if u dun care bout puttin in effoerts,ten u r definitely not gonna haf a fun life...u should not make ur life fun u maz let the life make u haf fun...every1 get it!! pls pls pls...think bout it...if u onli haf 3/4/5 frens....treasure their frenship n rely on the gd 1s...if not u'll regret later...tats 4 sure..i havent regrettted yet! hahs...cozi can stand on ma own feet...n create an identity 4 myself coz im not a part of trash...im ORIGINAL! haha...gd luck 4 every1 whu feel the same way as me...go ppl!

baby cum back 2 mie...dun go away...!!!

by VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS

ooh...its soo beautiful...haiz..

itz sooo classy!! ilurvve it!!!

say okiee [by vanessa anne hudgens]

high school musical rox!!! i lurbbe hsm!!!

im fallin in lorve wuf tish songs

never say goodbye

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my heart aches...

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tish is how it is..dun hurt me animore....**

well...i hope u noe how it is...i dun wanna be the reason...well..its likely tat u r the reason...hahs...sumtimes its gd 2 hide ur feelins inside...but u cant hide the pain...the pain tat will always be ter...unless nature changes it...i cant blame u now...but at the least...juz a hi...wont tat be gd enough...well...u wont noe it noe...juz wait n c...wat'll happen...time will tell....everything...weder good or bad,happy or sad..be optimistic about the pessimistic things tat'll happen...

~good luck~//

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i lurve belle...altough im not a kid....

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heyy....went 2 beach 2dae...do CIP sia...verry dirty u noe...so much pollution 2 the poor seashore...all the animals suffer so much...ten after we picked up litter...as we were cumin up...we saw a crab near our bags....omg!...we screamed lyke hell lorhh...it wuz dead though...yet we idn stop screaming....until edward came ther...n srt of stand ter lorh..ten we proceeded 2 the playgroung...cher only allow the gurrls 2 go...the boys kana picking up litter...haha! ten..ter wuz swing..went on the swing...had a lot of fun...abigail so crazy...scream until lyke wad lorhh...the window can crack man! haha! ten all of us went down the slide ten asked cher 2 go...we forced her....so much...wa loa...after so much force...she went down...we oso got take video...but my fren erased it...hahs! anyway...wuz time 2 go back so..went back lorhh...ten allthe boys saw us n wer jealous...tey kept sayin it wuz unfair...haha!...whu cares...ten wen we went on the bus...so sleepy...after all the running playin sliding shouting n etc...all of us fell asleep...hahs...sweet dreams guyz...so tired zzzzzz...

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wad its all about....

Love is when you miss him even before he's gone, When you could listen to him talk all night And never get tired of hearing his voice, When the sound of his name sends chills down your spine, And when you see his smile the second you close your eyes!

Love is strong yet delicate. It can be broken. To truly love is to understand this. To be in love is to respect this.


pls understand wen u read it...feel it wen u read it...it really means alot..



My soul forms the words, My heart ensnares them, Locking them in its warm chambers, My mind knows these words, And my fingers write these words, Yet my lips, The dastardly things They find no valor, And can not form the words. How is it that I can feel these words, With so much hope and admiration Just for you, Yet my lips can not speak them To tell you Of your shy smile And your crystal eyes? I am enamored by you, By your words and your laughter. You leave me breathless, As the air leaps out of my mouth, Twirling and bowing to your charms, Enchanted by your congeniality. Your face is imprinted in my mind Never leaving, Never fading. Your smile warming my heart, And your eyes entrancing my soul. I wish I could form my feelings Into articulate words Of love and wonder And tell you of my feelings, Let you know of my aspiration To be held securely in your arms, Where I long to be, Sitting serenely with you, Basking in the sweet resonance of stillness. But I know that wish is unattainable, Far out of my reach, Yet I admire you still, Yearning that one day you'll notice me As more than just a girl But as a young woman Whose heart you've whisked away Into the perpetual sky, Floating along the clouds. And everyday I linger Hoping for some acknowledgment, A fleeting look or a petite hello. Perhaps to even hear you speak my name Would bring warmth to my heart And joy to my days As I wait for you to discern That I, quietly, Admire you.

yay!

hah! such a nice pic..it shows how excited i am.....well...fridae gonna go back 2 rgps...weeee!...the best moments of my life r approaching...juz cant wait 2 grab the fun...unfortunately..skool only finishes at 12....so late sia...got sum aces dae games lorhh....wish can skip tat....better be safe tan sorry...hahs..well...ten ca progress report will gey back...dunno gd or bad...crossed fingers...hope tish wk will go well...pls pray hard...ten after tat got baptism service 4 a boy baby...ten hols start...yipee!...not so happy...coz got band practices...supp. classes etc. sum more got 5 projects 2 do sia...all last minute 1...no time wad...everyday lyke bee lyke tat lorhh...so boring no fun...but still muz be happy...wad kinda lame logic...well..every1's followin it so ters no prob..! kayy...will blog sumtime later..now going 4 bowling wif ma dad...gonna haf a gr8 time...byezz

mixed up

well....i dunno y....y she is behaving lyke tat...so bad...sumtimes happy sumtimes sad.....n make me sad oso...i noe it wont be long....but cant u juz give us a chance...2 be ur fren...at the least! PWEEEZ! its all gonna be bad....ter'll be no reason 4 bein created at all! hello??? k...well....tish wk wuz sorta gd....got credit 4 my UNSW writing comp. so gd! ten my compo is in australia!!! wow...so famous so fast man! ten..wuz my dads b'dae ...never celebrate sia...coz no time...but gonna celebrate soon...we r gonna haf a big b'dae bash! yes man! well...later this wk got choir practice...sian larhh...ten muz go 2 church...hope will haf fun ter....i mean after church larhh! ritez...ten got hw..after i finih tat..ill be damn reliebbed....examz r juz around the corner...muz get down in2 serious business....alwayz wanted 2 be fashion designer coz im gaga over clothes....fashion...omg! itz all over me...but cannot le...coz i cant draw properly....so bad! well..tts all i guess...better be going....

learn 2 appreciate.. :) XD

so sian le...got chicken pox...trust me...its horrible n i'll never wanna c it again ever in my life! tish wuz the 1st ever band concert wer i performed...u noe y? coz tis is the 1st yr i join band larh...dont be so silly!! lol :)) we played 3 songs n i'm playing the trumpet but do wan!!!! i dun lyke anyway ter's no pt nagging bout tish coz every instrument has its own goods n bads...i juz wanted 2 emphasize tat every1 has their goods n bads too....so y gossip? i mean...no1 is perfect lorhh...even if any1 is...it is GOD. juz learn 2 appreciate n everythin will go smooth-sailing....de! HAHS... i noe, i'm a big nagger....but not always la! ritez i got practical piano examzz...next mnth...still not polished yet...so scared...dunno weder gonna pass le....cross fingers! (xx) ten verrry scarred lorhh......teacher ten so angry sial...i muz practice wat...but no time practice....ten dunno weder can cope lorhh...well....God i give evrything 2 u...pls help me! I'LL DO my part....i hope tats enough! go SHARON! g 4 ur bezzt!1 haha! ritez...muz study now nxt wk got test....later i kena bad markz...ten parents verry angry! CANNOT!...MUZ MAKE TEM PROUD LOR!

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WELL....lets juz cum 2 dae point...anyway...is a tiring dae seyy...went 2 ma frenz house ten we went out...wah lao...wake up damn early juz 2 go shopping..i guess...i'm a wacky pyscho wakaka! hahs....really missing ma primary skool fwenz...cant do without tem...wanna so badly meet tem lorh...hope sum1 will arrange gathering....n i betcha i'll go CRAZY!!!!! n so hyper lor...well...2mrw is el oral...got prepare..only a little...dunno wad de pic n conversation's gonna be bout...muz practice sum more..lol..sec skool is sooooo different 4rom primary skool lor...so many differences...i juz feel tat i'm not myself at all!!!!! it's so torturing...how i wish i could be a baby again...i lurve babies.....tey r so innocent but not anymore 1ce tey r exposed 2 tis world....2 distinguish 4rom rite n wrong....we dont make the rite choices.....which make us regret about it...4ever....i hope i dont get trapped! :) verry tired n sleepy and LAZY...cant rite anymore..bubbey!!!

holidayzz!

heyy!!!! i guess it's dae hols again!! BUT TISH TME....BAD 1! coz now in sec lorhh...muz study alot ya...well all work n no play makes Jill a dull gurll...ters time 4 swimming, cycling, playing i hope...well..i dont y i've 2 go 2 skool...got oral oso le...band practices n concerts n competitions...verry busy liao..!!! lol...enter skool ready got so many commitments...good ah? dunno wad my teacher's gonna say? my mum told all dae things i mean by bad stuff bout me...n now dae teacher's gonna pester my lyke anything now!!!! it's soooooo bad! i wan 2 be student leader n now all my hopes r partially shattered....well...i dunno weter tey r partially shattered but all i'm gonna do now is 2 pull myself up....really high...i gotta alot of things 2 do n i'm gonna prove my teacher wrong.....i'm gonna make her believe her eyes...i've no choice...so wait 4 dae suspense 2 rollll gurll....u're gonna c a new me! a gd 1 ofcourse! n i cant wait!!!! to myself off!....HAHS.... anyway ppl...haf a gd time...every1...a jolly-wolly holiday...although i dont noe wad it means!

saddie....

so sad seyy!!!!!!!! never get gd marks 4 sa1....never mind la...try harder next time lorhh...well...i'm so happy i'm gonna be emcee 4 dae skool concert!!!!!!!! well...i wuz nominated but after goin 4 dae auditions, i discovered my "inborn talent"...*ahem* i pro siar.....well..ok...now dae new achen would be cumin...dun even noe how he is....strict or bad...verry sad tat dae old achen going...he wuz damn nice la! now gotta be more serious i guess...i'm oso performing 4 dae concert...coz i'm in dae band...yay! haven't practice my pieces tat much...but i've confidence tat i'll do well...i'm gonna do well!!!!!!! dun wan my parents 2 cum 4 dae concert...later i c tem...my legs become wobbly n i'll haf butterflies in my tummy!....AIYAH!...tey cum oso no big deal...coz ter r teachers n other students...so i wan my parents 2 cum...my family is 1st place! if not 4 m parents, i would not be in thish world lor....no filthy thoughts!!!!!!! :) :) kayy...it's been a long day n i'm feelnig tired already...gonna sleep...later muz go 2 airport...2 bid farewell...sobiiexx!!

bloggy!!!

i am looking 4 a blog skin n can't find a nice 1 at all!!!!! so irritating le! 2day, it's such a droopy day....wednesday bluez....haha! well....it's rainin like crazy everywher!it's gonna be sooooooo cold n freezing...sianz....well....finally found a good blogskin...now gonna edit it lorhhs....

wer am i heading 2?

um......my life is all haywire!!!!!!....I DUNNO WER I'M HEADING???hello????can ani1 help me???well....ter r sum positive things happenin in ma life. 1. i have a good family n good friends 2. i have good teachers. tes r dae pos. tings.next, cumin 2 the negative 1s. 1. i dun like my skool. 2. my parents dun give me any freedom!!!!!nuthin at all. 3. however hard i study...i juz can't get it....tat's all....actualli u can't say tat it's alot but hello????wer am i heading 2! my parents, unfortunately give me 0% freedom....tey dun even let me tok on the pone....i noe it's 4 our well beings but I NEED MY SPACE!!! please!!!!...i'm sort of tired of living this life. but i must also be thankful tt God, MY SAVIOUR has given me chance 2 cum in2 this world n through his grace....i muz try my best 2 enlighten this world as brightly as possible....coz I AM A JESUS CHRIST'S CHILD! n i'm happy n thankful 2 noe tat i've been saved.................4rom sins! well....tat's bout it....pourin out my reflections la.....plz GOD!!!! can i haf sum freedom atleast???????please....can u grant me tat favour! tat's all i gotta ask 4 n help me do diligently well n cum out wif flying colours 4 all my examz!

!~my simple life~!

hey all! tish is dae new sharon.....well....tis is my new life.....sort of actually.....i've stepped another milestone n moved on. tish is a totally new life n i'm happy about it....it's juz tat i dun noe how 2 control myself if at any time i cross the limitz. u noe sumtimez....human beings do make mistakes rite?.....well.....no i muz haf a good conscience n i'm confident tat i can carry myself coz JESUS CHRIST is wif me.....always! ter r a few pebblez n rocks i definitely haf 2 avoid....but i remember 1 thing- it takes sum1 a minute 2 commit a mistake, but it takes a person 4ever 2 haf a good name! everything is in place rite now n i'm happy wif tat...atleast ter's not ani1 whu's really a bad influential 2 me yet. i'm stressed...............totally! no time 2 relax....n i dun even think tat i haf time to post or update my blog.....well nevermind about tomorrow....it's all in GOD's hands. i'm takin as if i'm so holy! lol......nvm. i juz wanna do wad i haf to do later now n do wad i've 2 do tomorrow today! ter may be no tomorrow.....our days r numbered so stay posotive n neva negative! tat's all
i gtg go!