reality check?

heyys....had band yesterday,really tiring....n....4 horns became 1>>>>>only me came! boo! 8-5pm practice u knw....sum more we were prac syf piece....wahhs....horn 1 gt soooo many high notes all the way 2 F! my lips were freaking red wen i cm bk hm....well,i wuz sooo happy tat i survived this 'ordeal'. hahas....then cum bk,saw my textbks...woah.....need 2 prepare ALOT 4 next yr.....holding my hopes togeder....dunno wen im going 2 go officially crazy!!!!!! hahahaha... (: n i wuz really pondering ovr sumthin...tat wuz bugging me...well...i told my fren...tat she lyke kinda changed....i mean....her reactions r soo diff. so plain...i dunno wad 2 say...but im glad i told her. hey! no offence okies....chill gurl...hahas..yeah n abt sumthin else too....y do i keep running from the truth...all i ever think abt is you.........well.....i guess im not gonna say too much here....if not...*ahem *ahem...yahhs...hahas...rite...n yesterday..i dozed off on the sofa! haha...rites...will post again...bye!